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Beating hearts,

running apart,

lost in space,

lost in love,

young love,

young mistakes,

feeling to helpless,

feeling alone,

never to love another one like them,

wishing,

hoping,

wanting,

to feel to sensation of their warm breath

on the nape of your neck,

to yearn for the hot touch they provide,

feeling alone

wanting it all

wondering why the person you loved walked out on you

in the time of need,

because beating hearts,

running apart,

lost in space,

lost in love,

young love is making too many...

mistakes

im addicted to you

You're like a drug,

and I'm addicted.

In the past,

my heart became,

conflicted.

You ARE the key to my heart,

for two long weeks,

Slowly but painfully,

I fell apart.

You are the brightest star in the sky,

you gave me,

that twinkle in my eye.

When I thought you lied,

I just cried and cried.

Wishing you were here...

To stand with me,

to stand by my side.

slit wrists mistress

slit my wrists,

they’re razor kissed,

I become once again,

your slit wrists mistress.

I cut deeper in my arm,

Just let me do this, for you,

I’ll end all my harm.

in my mind you appear,

You say, please darling.....feel no fear.

I say, I'm not with you,

I'll end this life,

You come behind me,

You take the knife.

With your one last breath,

You scream don't you dare,

You speak to me your last words,

You say....

never think I don't care.

your one last kiss

You threaten to die,

you say your goodbye.

I can't think straight,

all I can do is cry

You can't leave me like this,

you never gave me a kiss...

You say you love me,

You say, you want to be free.

To be free, and end your misery.

It'll end yours,

but add to mine.

I wouldn't be able to live,

I'd be so broken,

so sensitive.

We can't ever be apart..

It would rip up my heart.

Now you promise me this.

You won't leave me,

at least until,

I get your last kiss

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A doctor of psychology was doing his normal morning rounds when he entered a patient's room. He found Patient #1 sitting on the floor, pretending to saw a piece of wood in half.

Patient #2 was hanging from the ceiling, by his feet.

The doctor asked patient number 1 what he was doing. The patient replied, "Can't you see I'm sawing this piece of wood in half?" The doctor inquired of Patient #1 what Patient #2 was doing. Patient #1 replied, "Oh. He's my friend, but he's a little crazy. He thinks he's a lightbulb." The doctor looks up and notices Patient #2's face is going all red.

The doctor asks Patient #1, "If he's your friend, you should get him down from there before he hurts himself" Patient #1 replies, "What? And work in the dark?"

wednesday

on wednesdays

i have

volunteer work,

and church,

and in between

is chores.

my dad

is a

bastard.

he is

everywhere.

"no boyfriend,

no fone"

my mom

is a

bitch.

for going

to jail,

i get no freedom

whatsoever.

my brother

is younger,

and more annoying

than ever.

my boyfriend

probably

doesnt

know

what

too

do.

i am completely miserable

im fucking pissy

why is that?

because

of

my

boyfriend.

i think

we

shouldn't

break

up

he

doesn't

know

what

to

do.

i believe

that he

will make

a bad

choice.

he will

probably

lose

me.

and

i

will cry

forever.

no matter

if we're

together

or

apart,

i'll always

love

him

no matter

if he

feels

the

same

way.

if he does

or

if he doesn't

it

doesn't

matter

to

me.

i probably

cant

get

over

him

as fast

as i

would like to.

we've both

changed

this time.

dammit

my life sux.

my boyfriend is mad at me

his parents hate me

im still grounded

his parents are probably

going to

make us break up.

if he does i mite consider

killing myself.

i rather have death

than

having no one.

the only one i want

in my life

is him.

no one can replace him,

no one can erase him,

no one can do anything

except cry about him.

his parents

i hate

but him

i love to death.

i cant believe this is happening

it feels like a dream

but i can feel the pain,

my heart bursting