forget him

forget his name
forget his face
forget his kiss
his warm embrace
forget the love love that you once knew
remember he was someone new
forget him when they played your song
remember when you cried all night long
forget how close you once where
remember he has chosen her
forget the way you memorized his walk
forget the way he used to talk
forget the things he used to say
remember he has gone a way
forget his laugh forget his grin
froget the dimples on his chin
forget the way he held you tight
remember he with her tonight
forget the time that went do fast
forget the love that move, it past
forget that he said he'd leave you never
remember he's gone forever

poem

I'm sitting here in the dark,
Paper heart
Plastic smile
And half a thought about you and me.
I'm standing here in the rain,
Mangled clothes
Muddy shoes
And a strangled cry of who I used to be.
I'm laying here in the dirt,
Shattered dream
Smear of blood
And a feeling of loss I can't take anymore.
I'm here for you,
Here in life
Here in death
A mere shadow of who I used to be.

i dont know what to do anymore

he never wants to talk to me

i think hes doing the same thing to me

as he did to jessica.

thats pretty fucked up.

if i say anymore im going

to cry.

wait.

im already doing that.

this sucks ass.

*gets off computer to go sit in a corner

and cry*

buhbye

randomness

`people of the blogging world ,

-i went to the park!

im possibly going again today!

im IN LOVE with the primary skewl park

[even tho its the playground, its still pure awesomeness]

-i think

i should go

to the mall.

or spend time with my little brother..

that is how BORED i am!

-let's all gather

for no reason

and play like little kids again.

-im not that old tho

im only

13.

*rockin down the escalator

moshin in the elevator*

im really bored..

add my yahoo:

imadeadkittyonthesideoftheroad@yahoo.com

and IM me please?

umm

"a killer stabs u in the front.
a friend stabs u in the back.
a boyfriend stabs u in the heart.
but best friends just poke each other with straws."
(=^_^=) kitty cat
-xxBrokenxxHeartedxx

rules on how to get a girl

1. Be confident, but not cocky
2. Don't be a pussy; Make the first move.
3. Keep the conversation interesting
4. Every girl deserves to be respected.
5. Don't move forward too fast. Take things slow
6. Only talking about your bad points is not going to get you a girl. Nobody wants to talk to someone who's wallowing in self-pity.
7. At least look somewhat attractive

no means NO asshole

Guy:"Lets have sex right now."
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.

5 minutes pass.......
Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat
Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl: crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.
An hour passes.........
Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, crying.
Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.
2 months later.........
Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.
The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy.
He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."
The Girl is completely devastated.
First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....
then he lied about it.
So completely depressed......
the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......
Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "No means no asshole"
Guys, if this story pisses you off, repost it as" I'll kill any fucker who does this to my girl or any girl"
the way I see it if you open and
read this and DON"T REPOST this you must be for rape

wtf?

okay.

i saw rachel last nite at the movies!

i was so happy!

[btw she was my first kiss]

ty was going to go to the movies but we left

and rite when we left he got money.

random

-Q: How do you get an emo kid out of a tree?
A: Cut the rope.
-Q: How do you kill an emo?
A: You put five of them in a room, then one of them wont have a corner to cry in.
- Q: How does an emo kid paint his ceiling black?
A: He dyes his hair and starts jumping up and down on the bed.
-Q: How many emo kids does it take to replace a broken light bulb?
A: One to replace it, and thousands of others to write songs about how the broken pieces reflect their shattered lives.

...?...?...?...?...?...

love.

makes me crazy.

it seems like they're all you have

and they become a part of you

and then when you least expect it,

they leave you like your

nothing..

for people who dont know-

[ i really like tyler

and i told him

and

he freaked out

but

we're stiil friends.

but

i dont think

i should post this,

but

im going to anyways.]

///_^

u like the emo person?

on the title?

i do

well

tyler has been talking about me

to jessica.

i know u dont know ANY

of the people im talking about

but just keep reading..

for the past month

jessica said that ty

has been talking about me

to her.

i think he secretly likes me

but he just doesnt know it yet

i hope he does cuz i really want to go out with him..

omg!

as fast as lightning,

i never even knew it hit me,

until after

-xxBrokenxxHeartedxx

i didnt know it was coming.

it came like it was nothing.

he asked me like it was nothing.

i couldn't believe my ear

[because we were on the fone!]

but he didnt notice it either.

i really didnt notice it

until

i told jess

that he would take me

to

New Moon.

she said i have a date

with tyler!

you can try and kill me,

but you will never succeed.

why?

because,

i am already dead.

if you kill me

while im dead,

all i would be

is my soul.

-xxBrokenxxHeartedxx

^-^

my tears feel like

blood

running down my

cheeks.

10 things i hate about you

It's not the way you make me Laugh

or the way I Stumble when you are near

Your Voice always makes me smile.

And even your Heartbeat can Excite me once in a while.

It's not the way you Twist your Hair in vain.

or even the way you Stutter when you say my name.

It's not even the way you say things that Bite me.

It's mostly just the way you Talk with me...

Every day,...

In every way,...

In all that you say.

...?...

on the fourth of july

i went to sidney's

grandma's house

in henryetta

we had a

BBQ.

they dropped me off at the house,

i went skateboarding

(and fell many time)

please talk to me

im very bored..

yahoo: imadeadkittyonthesideoftheroad@yahoo.com

aim: araya0emogirl@aol.com

please talk to me

and

if you do

tell me

you

read my blog...